Sometimes I can’t help but wonder if I am living in a dream. It’s as if any minute I am going to wake up and realize it was all in my head. But what makes my life so awesome right now is the fact that I am very much alive and awake. This makes me sob a little because never in a million years did I think I could ever be this happy. And today has been the best day! No wait, yesterday was the best day…. And that made today equally fabulous. Happy heart. Happy mind. Happy.
San Francisco needs to have a “Rain Day” more often! Having the opportunity to stay tucked-in was much needed. I experienced all of the outages but, instead of complaining about it I simply spent the day with the covers pulled over my head, and it was awesome! Everything being shut down due to the storm felt like a Sunday in France.
I love this song. The first time I heard it was in 2009 at a bar in Sydney where I proceeded to have an awesome conversation with the bartender about the Aussie music scene. This was before Empire of the Sun was mainstream in the US and back when the song was first released, so I can’t help but feel like I was in love with this group way before anyone else was. Standing on the Shore remains one of my favorite songs of all time and the mood calls for it now. I may have even posted it before, but who cares! “Don’t want to talk… All I hear is noise.”
I didn’t make any plans this year for my birthday. The day is bittersweet and whenever I make a big deal out of celebrating, I wind up disappointed. But it ended up being the best time and a good moment of this was captured. Feeling a lot of gratitude this morning for my crazy little life and the fabulous people I have to share it with. It can only get better from here…
It’s as if my iPod knows… Every, single song that is coming on is deeply sad and emotional which is rather fitting for my mood. One after the other, it’s unreal.
I’ve come to the realization that the best way to get over someone is to stop talking to them. The more we communicate, the more it hurts. But to be honest, I don’t know how I even got here? I’m in so deep that it’s going to take a really long time to heal. I will love him forever…
“I’m SO thankful for you and our friendship. It’s magical 💗🙌💗”
Happy Thanksgiving! #2014
Gosh, I could sure use a big hug. I am so emotional today. Just the holidays and everyone’s kindness and support and love…and that damn birthday! And maybe hormones have something to do with it too. But I am seriously craving some couch, Kleenex, wine, bread, hummus, good friend time!!! The “Novembers” came on slowly this year, but they have officially arrived.
“I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.”